Everytime i see the ppl around me not in good situation meaning angry, sad, frown or whatsoever that is not normal i get very upset cause its my own problem bah.. partly i will think first is if the person is angry with me, upset with me or what.. another part is when they are sad of course i sad la.. Maybe i think too much.. so i should stop being so sensitive.. And maybe sometimes my mouth should close.. maybe sometimes words i say out may hurt other ppl.. i know myself cause after say liao than realise.. stupid mouth..
I just want the people around me to be happy and im satisfied.. Thats the most satisfying things on earth which keeps my live going on and on.. without close friends or friends i wont survive that long..
I guess its i lack of security bah.. heard to say that those who grew up with single parents are always like that.. and me is i got no mother love so maybe like that sensitive or sth.. And i got no siblings so i treat my close friends like siblings.. I dunno la.. Just want to be DOTE and be Guai and love by ppl.. Thats what i can ask for.. and most is happiness.. Since i cant get it from my family i might as well get it from friends.. Wonder why sometimes i born in this family.. I think too many things happen during this period.. i need a break..
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